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| speakinyourHEART spellonyourMIND  When I'm in a middle of a crisis, I will always say that "Kan bagus kalau jadi macam nih instead of macam tuh". And bila benda yang macam tuh pula yang jadi, I was being unsatisfied. Greedy enough right? Anyways, I was being too sensitive today just because of something UNIMPORTANT. unimportant??? *sigh* absolutely important dear~~ I shut myself away from my phone and just sleeping for hours. Why should I care about HIM???  Sometimes terasa that my plain life is not satisfied me enough. Last 2 nite, aku dpt mcg from my-ex.. pndekkan crite, dy mtak aku jgn komen or do anythng kat FB dy... hIS NEW gfiend marah!!! i keep asking myself, WHY? WHY?& WHY???? slame ni aku ok je kwn dgn die.. masa aku couple dgn dy dulu pom, sporting gile.. dats y skrg ni xkekok kwn dgn dia.. my mom pun plik dgn cara KAMI... adakah he sTILL loVE me??? its driving me crazy!!!  hey gurl? do u unsatisfied wif me??? cOme here bebeh.. lets talk as a woman.. aku xmooo la GADUH2 ni.. aku takot aku HENTAM org je..  aku da ckap, aku xmrah pom Mr.M couple dgn ko.. aku mtak ko bhgiakan dy je!!! SABAR aku ada ugak TAHAPNYEeeee pkir la guna otak kau tu.. aku reti pk prasaan org, xmcm kau. B*D*H isn't wrong 4 us to be friend???  hey gurl.. i'm not so bad as u think.. be open-minded PLEZ!!  tipu la kalu aku ckap aku x cdih msa clash dgn M.. seriously i'm hurt.. damn much.. ye la, almost 3 years kiteowg couple.. aku fhm knpa Mr.M nk clash dgn aku.. sbb tu aku ok je skrg ni.. agpom, ni y dtentukan o Allah.. aku juz mmpu berDOA agar Mr.M bahagia & berJAYA dlm pljrannya.. but, diz tym.. i'm so hurt.. ok, fine MR.M should i remove u or block u??? ahha juz forget u!!! all bout u!! wlaupun xkekok nk kwn dgn u, tp i ssah nk kwn dgn u.. sumtyms keep i calling u mcm dulu.. thats so hard 4 me to forget our sweet memories.. ok la.. aku rsa apa y aku bt ni MAYBE btol.. aku akan lupakan MR.M.. kalu benda ni xjd, aku ttp KWN dgn dy.. tpy aku rase mcm TERLALU mengancam hbgan diorang.. aku berSALAH ker??? tidak sama sekali!!! AHH..STUDY dulu.. nak jd arkitek!!! dah pk sal cintan2 ni.. mgarut, muda agy la.  Mr. M awk mrah sy sbb asyik nangesss jer kan, awk xske sy mgkir jnji kan? ok. kali ni sy da xkan NANGESS lgy.. sbb awk akn dilupakan.. Mr.M..  semoga bhgia dgn mais*r*h ntah, xtaw nma pe.. WHATEVER!! haha~~  |
